hell is in ourselves

***note:
hell is in ourselves is the sister-fic to by morning, you'll be gone.
it's set around episode 4.17 and deals with an alternate-castiel in
deam smioth's world...
it should make sense someday?


i.

he will die.

dean winchester will bleed life onto the floor of an abandoned warehouse.

castiel will weep
- a g a i n -
and he will be lost when he feels their conncetion sliping away as his grace sinks back into itself.

castiel will weep and pray for his father's intervention. he will call to his brothers and to his sisters to have mercy. he will beg sam winchester to stop the madness.

dean winchester will stop caring about the apocalypse.

dean winchester will die in castiel's arms

and castiel will weep.